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Guest Blog: Silly Questions

July 19th, 2011 — 2:21am

I invited Amelia Brubaker, recent graduate of Northern Michigan University and West Bay Diner, to write a guest blog.  Here it is:

At the end of this month, I will pack up my car and drive from Marquette to Moscow. Idaho, that is. I’m going to graduate school.

Over the past couple weeks I’ve been searching campus postings for apartments, making phone calls and asking renters all sorts of questions. About windows, heating, car spaces, off road parking. I can’t imagine asking the ones I really want to—What does the air smell like? How does the sky look? Heavy, musty with dandelion, grass, and manure, like Indiana? White and bright with humidity in the summer? Or more like Michigan, lilacs and sweet water in the spring; mostly a light blue that fades even lighter as it reaches to the water?

I asked one of the first landlords I talked to whether or not Moscow fines drivers for parking on the streets overnight in the winter (as the policy is in Marquette.) He said no, and added that last winter he figured they had about 20 inches of snow. My jaw dropped. I thought of the sled-worthy mound of snow that sat in front of my apartment until it finally melted in March. I thought of the times I had to dig myself out of our driveway before the plow came, because it had snowed about a foot overnight and my tires were spinning out. I thought of the sudden snows I wrapped my face against to walk to my classes. My thick, rubber-soled boots and three trusty layers of clothing. It never occurred to me that a northern town—almost at the same latitude as Marquette–would have such dry winters.

Idaho is still a mystery to me, and will be until I pull into town. With other places, you can almost tell what you’re getting into. Iowa is as aimless as the way it sounds–nothing but wind over corn. Nebraska rambles on as endlessly as its name. Indiana is the same, with its midsection so flat and farmed that the patches of trees and farmhouses in the distance look like they were cut from cardboard. Michigan has the sound of waves and a breeze in it. That soft shhh.

Idaho? What is that? Idaho. Potato? No.

Idaho. Sounds like a smooth rock. Sounds like wind and dry husks. Sounds like something bright and something dull at the same time. The sun hitting an old spade. The spade thrown, striking the earth with a thud. Like it begins with it’s own end.

I know I could find a dozen pages of pictures of those golden fields and nearby mountains—because I already have. But pictures do a poor job of capturing a place. I’ve spent a month walking the streets of Vienna. I’ve been to Schönbrunn castle, walked up to the Gloriette, stood in the shadow of Stephansdom. I’ve never seen a picture of what I actually saw. I’ve never seen a picture of what I felt. How heavy the air could get, how suddenly the spring rain would come and go, how you could smell the flats’ plaster and old bricks on the streets when the sun was hot. A picture of a painting can never show the depth of the artist’s strokes.

A picture of of blue skies over some fields and a mountain can’t tell me what the storms are like in Idaho, how easy or hard the seasons change, or any of that which moves or makes it living.

I just have to get there.

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Minutes and minutes, plenty of time

July 10th, 2011 — 2:08pm

July 10, 2011

10:52 a.m.

Today’s Special:  Don’t know yet.  Opening is minutes and minutes away.  Plenty of time to figure it out.

Just writing to say, No time to write.  Summertime.  Only time to work.

Summer in a tourist town is its own beast.   Good and bad, mostly good, but hard.  Tired all the time now, but not unhappy.   Ache all over, all the time–shoulders and hands the worst.  Feel like I’ve been in a little car wreck.  Not major, no fatalities, but a little whiplash, some bruises.  Nothing to do about this.  Pizzas to make, ice cream to dip, trucks to unload, tables to wait, dishes to wash, etc.

It’s what Lief told me, back in the woods in Washington state:  If you fight with the forest, the forest will win. Just accept it.   It’s better that way.

None of this a complaint.  I love what I do.  Getting a little too old to do it at this pace, but will deal with that another day.   Right now it’s time to get the pies built.  Early this morning I walked slowly around town with Sallie, probably looking relaxed and lazy, and really just too drained to do anything more lively than amble.  The hot sun felt good on my sore shoulders.  I smelled wild roses and fresh cut grass.  Heard wind chimes and dogs barking.  Smiled hello to people.  Ambled home.  And now time to flip the energy switch to high and go.

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